- You said you did not want to meet him at all.
- You warned if i bring him to the hotel, you will turn table with me!
- You said I can do anything, meet up with him etc, but just do not bring him to your sight.
- You even came out with excuses to bluff him so that he wont come and meet me.
- You are happy that i came out with excuses which cover up nicely so that he wont meet me or juz appear in our hotel room.
- After i met him, and i told u his life is good. You start to flare and got annoyed.
- You shouted at me in the middle of the street saying you dun owe him anything and its HE who owes you, and that he is my fren but not your fren and wanted me to arrange to meet up with him.
- HOW do u expect me to arrange the both of you to meet up??????
- 1stly, he wont meet you !! - 2ndly, so what if he meet you?? You wont be able to get anything back!
- You expect me to BLUFF him to the hotel by saying im alone in the hotel.
- You want me to be a fucking hypocrite by doing this!
- You are the one who said you DO NOT WANT TO MEET HIM AT ALL, we covered up so nicely, and now u all suden wanted me to arrange to meet up with him!
- Dun u think its unreasonable and unfair to me?
- I knew you are NOT FAIRLY treated by him, but i think we should not MIXED this 2 matter together!
- You hate him to the core, but i do not hate him. thou he treated me badly and unfairly, i still did not hate him.
- If by giving in to you and bluff him to the hotel, I will feel that im a ASSHOLE betraying him as a friend. You will make me feel bad and guilty and like a loser and make myself an idiot, fucking cheebye of myself!
- During our argument, i said you can come out with a good reason so that i can ask him out to meet u. You refused to ! You given me no space at all!
- I do not want to lose u as a fren! I really treasure our frenship. Knowing that I once betrayed your sincere trust for me, you still have forgiven me.
- Do you know i dropped tears as I called Ken in Singapore!
- Do you know i felt so difficult between the 2 of u! - Do you know after i shower, lying on the bed, i shed tears again as im realy too confused, disapointed, sad and helpless.
- You are definitely a MORE WORTH fren then him, BUT i really could not bring myself down to betray him. Do u understand?????
- I can feel your frustrations, but by giving me that ONLY alternative to bluff him out, its against my principle and I will feel guilty for life.
- By doing that, i will lose him as a fren.
- By not giving in to your request, and now i lost you.- I was walking blindly on the street for awhile, running thru my mind, AM i wrong?? Did i make a wrong decision by not fulfilling you request. I really felt bad !
- Ultimately, I called him, to say that you wanted to meet him. As per what i predicted, He WILL not meet you.
- I had left my HP by your side when i go shower, and given you the options. Its all up to you. Thats as much as i can do for you.
- You are very angry annoyed with me. You are extremely unhappy with me.
- But think back, initially you are the one who said its fine etc but all suden u changed ur mind.
- He did this to you, he is unfair to you!
- Im not giving in to you, im being unfair to you!
- Then who is fair to me? Are you fair to me ???
- I was disappointed and hurt once again when you insisted in returning me $30 !!!! You said "fuck" , juz keep it! You are drawing lines clearly!
- If you know me well enuff, my temper is not so soothing to tolerate these, yet i actually unconciously keeping low in this incident with you.
- Lastly, I DID NOT GET BACK A SINGLE THING FROM HIM.
- IF I HAD GET BACK THE THING I SHOULD BE EXPECTING DURING TAT NITE I MET HIM, I SWEAR TO YOU I WILL BE KNOCKED DOWN BY THE CAR AND DIE ON THE SPOT !
- Im not sure are u juz joking with me by suspecting i met him to get back wat i want, but i hereby assure you, I DID NOT !
Haiz ,,, im really speechless !
Maybe im at fault !
Maybe I should not have told you abt his life here after i met him!
Maybe and Maybe .... too many Maybe ...