Unreasonable

I was angry this morning! My auntie, who was my uncle's wife, but not offically ROM, was not able to take leave to pray my uncle at Bishan Colabarium. My PARENTS are ALWAYS against my so called Auntie! They have extreme prejusdice against my Auntie!
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I canot understand why my Auntie canot go take leave or speak to her management that she has to go to pray to her dead "husband".
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I also canot understand why my parents are so unreasonable and against my auntie.
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I pity my auntie, she lives alone. Imagine the feeling of being alone all suden when my uncle passed away. But auntie created too much discomfort to my family also.
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I hate my parents for being unreasonably prejusdice against my auntie!
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I felt sorry for my dead uncle.
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I hate myself for being unfilial to my dead uncle who once used to adore me so much when i was young.
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I hate the feeling of being stucked in between this! Im starting to feel breatheless again!.